"Why do we fight so much?"

you said.

 

 

...it's because i'm insecure...

 

"But me and 'her' was before we started"

you said

 

 

"She's that pretty and she has an attractive boyfriend, why would she get involved with me?"

you said

 

 

"Is the girl in picture as pretty as 'her'?"

you said

 

 

"She doesn't eat as much as you"

you said

 

 

 

 

these words always lurk in my thoughts

 

 

 

i know the thing between you two happenned before you and me

 

but if you used to like her

 

and, not long ago, you were with her

 

then i can't help but wondering

 

where did i come in?

 

 

i know when my feelings started

 

but i dont know yours

 

i'm not sure how your feelings just move on from her to me that fast

 

when you just ended with her

 

 

 

and i can't help but think in the back of my head

 

that the only reason why we are together

 

is may be because it didn't work out between you and her

 

and isn't the feeling of being just a back-up plan for someone

 

a solid ground for feeling so insecure?

 

 

 

 

 

edit @ 8 May 2008 14:49:58 by wouldn't it be nice

edit @ 8 May 2008 14:51:43 by wouldn't it be nice

As a business person,


I would like to minimize the risk.


I need all the insights i can find.















As a person,

I would like to minimize the drama.

A piece of your nonsense, i do not need.


















I'm no drama queen.

 

it's been dawning on me


from the moment i said yes


there's no longer 'me'


instead, there's 'us'








and i'm working to get used to that